Tuesday, March 30, 2010

THE STATE IS NOT GOD!

long time no blog. hi :)

today has gotten off to a very weird start, to say the least. i wont get into it though. another story for another time.

its been raining cats and dogs for the past two days. working has been a pain in the ass - running in and out of my car to stores, dragging displays inside. hopefully these produce managers dont mind a wet rat walking around their store. apparently, part of 95 has been shut down as well, over near Cranston, RI. March is really flowing smoothly into April - April showers bring May flowers, but enough is enough.

As for art, i feel like ive been in a rut. i have so many ideas but never the motivation to complete anything. ive put myself on hold of starting anything new until i finish what ive already started. i have two pieces that i just cant wrap my hands on, which is pretty odd for me considering i usually have an obsession with making sure things, especially my art, are finished completely and perfectly to my liking. My painting of Cooper that i started over 2 years ago, and the skateboard I received in the mail a year ago from Fishbone, are only half finished. I think subconsciously, i havent finished Fishbones board merely because I despise giving my art away. In my eyes, the only person who can and will adore my work, and respect it to its fullest, is myself. letting go is my biggest fear and it comes into play in every aspect of my life. however, ive made great leaps in the past few months and i plan on only learning and living more.

Enough of that lameo talk... what i HAVE done the past few weeks is what i like to call "Zombiefying". Just a lil something fun and new. Ive never worked with makeup or photography much and im looking to brush up on my photoshop skills. I recently have been reading "Pride, Prejudice & Zombies", so i guess you could say its is where my inspiration has come from. I have done three, thus far, and am looking to switch it up a bit with my next "victim", Joanna. ;)

Hope you like.






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